my body is my temple

my tridoshic body type (aether air, fire, water, earth) : drawings by Luis Royo



true wisdom of Sophia

i embody empowered Sophia wisdom.

i have most always embodied Sophia wisdom. i never really put up with qhit.



Sophia & Mary

wisdom creation & the goddesses.
Sophia & Mary could look just alike, but hold totally different views.

Sophia wisdom stems from ancient paganism & mystic wisdom of the goddess. the wholeness & healthy equilibrium of the feminine essence. fertility at its finest in body, mind, & spirit.  wisdom as an equalizing essence that keeps the feminine fertile & in healthy equilibrium, in body, mind, spirit. its a higher consciousness of health & wellness. pagan & earth wisdom, that honors the female ways of life, wisdom, & existence. tribal wisdom, pagan wisdom, witch wisdom, spiritual wisdom, that honors this philosophy, & some religions, that honor science & wholisitc systems & feminine beauty & wholeness.

Sophia wisdom:
love & compassion is found when respect & boundaries are present only. if this is not found in an individual…….run.
if you are naive, wise up, empower, close yourself, you are a fucking prize.
love is a form of respect for that which is natural, & what is natural is to protect one’s space, unless mutual ground is found with a real man.
woman who leads a man to his natural ecstasy & soul is a woman of truth. woman who just leads men on with her submission or sex appeal is false, & essentially a disease.
woman who decides on her own will and chooses as opposed to being chosen for, or chosen is in the form a real woman.
woman who knows her worth, & won’t allow mistreatment of any kind will be quietly praised by men & aggressively hated by boys.
woman who is self aware, integrated in her wholeness is whole all by herself, will choose the option of a whole man who woes her.
woman who is whole in her essence will not be afraid to show all aspects of her divinity. she will stand in her whole truth.
woman who is fierce & feminine at the same time, is a force to be reckoned with.
woman who does not accept a half man, & knows she can’t make him whole is wise.
woman who knows that love is two wholes and not two halves is really wise.
woman who has no problem calling out scumbags, is a hero to all women, even if they don’t see it, like Marys.
woman knows that men change men, not women.
woman knows how to deter psychopaths & such,
woman knows that energy exchange of any kind spiritually mentally, or emotionally with anyone, is like having physical sex, one must protect oneself.
woman does not surround her self with varies men for random attention, she is validated within.
woman does not take any attention she can get, including the negative misogynistic attention of scumbags.
woman keeps her aura clean just as she keeps her vagina clean.
woman will never compromise her value system, no matter what.
woman has no problem saying no.
woman who does not accept the disease of Marys is righteous
woman who opposes Marys wrath for standing up against the sick men Mary defends, is a phakin hero.
woman who refuses to enable men is the hero to the world
woman who protects herself from the psychological sickness of society & does not fall into the brainwashed mob psychology is a hero to the world.
woman who marches to the beat of her own drum, is truth in female form.
woman who does not require validation from anyone, is the most feared & hated woman on the planet.
woman who is the whole essence of feminine sensuality & tantric life, does not need to show the world her tantric ways, (unless through an art form) in fact she’ll guard herself with her life & share with those she deems worthy.
a woman who is free in soul, is free in movement
a woman who can dance through here whole soul, is a true woman.
a woman who loves herself to completion is often hated by many, because she lives against what is taught by society
a woman who refuses the status quo, is often hated by many, but that’s ok.
a woman who refuses compassion to scumbags & psychopaths will be looked down upon. yet she is the real elixir to sick men, by not enabling them.
sick men children, will secretly obsess over Sophia & shout their praise to Mary.
Sophia will never bow before a sick man child’s ego, for she does not enable such things in society.
Sophia will uplift women, who uplift her. She will sing praises along side sisters of wisdom & true beauty.
Sophia will never respect women who enables & encourages sick, misogynistic, taunts, teases, sexism, disrespect, & vulgarity of themselves or other women, in fact Sophia sees the Marys worse than the men doing the abusing of nature & women, as Mary teaches men its ok to be a scumbag to her & all women. Sophia essentially sees these type of women as men themselves.
Sophia is on a different playing field than Mary, yet Mary seems to always want to play with Sophia.(curious about her wisdom i suppose)
Sophia’s favorite line to Mary, “you can have them, you deserve them”.
Sophia’s saying “men will bring full tantra to a woman’s life, boys will bring annoyance”
Sophia’s expression “there is nothing more substantial than self love”

Mary’s wisdom is the wisdom of marrying into the man. becoming one with man, as his equal in body, mind, & spirit. the worship of god instead of goddess. she gives her servitude to a male god, & men in general to become more like him in essence. she has forgotten herself & other women completely. she holds the wisdom of worship & subservience to man in order to be equal to him.

Mary wisdom:
compassion & love is found with no boundaries.
love is loving someone no matter what, unconditionally.
being open to all energies is a statement of love & compassion.
giving love openly & effortlessly even to those who don’t deserve it, it a sign of strength.
taunting & teasing men, then leaving them is fun, it fills the ego.
hiding a truth, sadness & darkness within is a must, always be light.
love all who choose you, & invite you, for everyone needs someone.
take all the love & abuse, have compassion for men who abuse.
be half a woman, let a man make you whole.
surrender & abandon your boundaries, for no love can exist with boundaries.
always stay humble & submissive even when he hits.
the more attention & validation from all the better, makes a Mary whole. when men are misogynist & nasty to Mary or other women, well “boys will be boys” love them anyway, they need love.
a man that says he needs a woman that will put up with him & his abuse, well, that’s a Mary.
say yes to life & all that is.
Mary changes men, that’s what Mary’s do, Mary’s love changes them, they praise Mary because Mary allows their fuckery.
show of yourself, show off, be sly attract that guy.
bow before a man’s ego for all women came from his rib.
give of yourself, give some more
get married or be a whore
be independent, yet dependent on a man that’s true value, that’s feminism.

Mary’s favorite line to Sophia “shame on you for treating these precious guys like that”.
Mary’s expression “there is nothing more worthwhile than a man’s love, even when he is unkind & abusive”

on Jesus Christ

all ancient wisdom of the goddesses & gods were creation wisdom. myths about the way things were back then & different interpretations of differing perspectives, mostly ruled by men. this includes many ancient texts.

Sophia & Mary

the name Sophia means wisdom. the name Mary means to marry into oneness with male & female energies as one in one personified individual & togetherness. (such as the teachings of Christ). Christ’s teachings just as the spiritualists before him, were to make men & women one, united to share a sense of unity. to make men & women different with different societal roles yet more alike each other, or to make men & women the same. Jesus Christ was as many before him, the teachings of love, oneness, unity & death. death to all that is of life. Jesus Christ himself was the embodiment of death hanging on a cross. maybe his resurrection was that he was still alive, escaped & spawned his seed. that seems plausible with archaeologists of our time studying the south of france. did he really die for our sins, or was he the ultimate sin against life? was he the true abomination against preserving natural balance & human life? was he the angel of death?

to reach enlightenment the ancients experimented, nature shows the way of life & death. Jesus & those that came before him showed us love, death & unity, the ultimate light of the sun, the ultimate death. Jesus was the bringer of unity & death, just as the gods before him. the light that shows the way to death, the ending. Jesus was the phi-re, the transformation from life to death. the phakin unity man. the ultimate enlightenment. the end. that which is no longer, or unseen, that which is transformed for better or worse. that which is cursed in the living plain to create life. Jesus was the curse of all the living. he was the ultimate light of death.

gods & goddesses

i believe in the power of creation & sustaining which is duality, man & woman. man & woman having polarity in themselves (balance) yet dual in existence for creation. i believe strongly in duality (2) ~!~

creation numbers 0, 2, 4, 6, 8  patter in the matter   2+8=10

anti -creation numbers 1, 3, 5,7,9 matter in the patter

1 & 0 duality (anti- creation & creation )

Quan Yin wisdom is the balance of polarity in duality being in oneness of (aether, air, fire,  water & earth).  her similar consort balanced in his doshas was a 77 head god Guan Yu containing all of the gods in one, just as Quan Yin contains all of the goddesses in one. yet they are not united in paring, but separate.  male & female duality, yet both holding balanced polarity within. in some teachings this was not the case, a third genderless being was worshiped in the form of Quan & Guan

Quan & Guan were equivalent to Amadioha & Ala, Iraven & Ulipi , Shakti & Shiva, Nanaya & Muati, Ershkigal & Gugalanna, Uca Pacha, Pachamama & Viracocha, Quetzalcotl, Ninlil & Enlil, Veles & Purun, Frigg & Odin, Nut & Geb,  Arawn,  Maia-Metis & Zeus, they rule the head,  hands & feet. they also rule the limbs, arms & legs. they were cosmic & earth wisdom. harmony as in straight conduit of source energy of the universe & cycles of nature on earth. their wisdom is cosmic bliss, natural harmony & mortality.  they both were the all within aether & earth. they were the art of inciting synchronicity & polarity for balance of dual opposites.

Quan Yin resides in pure polarity of the 5th & higher dimensions, she is the enlightenment & bliss, she is pure light & compassion. (the one i look to for guidance in my darkness) Quan yin resides in the kundalini awoken body, a static straight figure conduit for pure spirit. her expansion points of energy are her head & feet. she is the ultimate awakening.


Sarawati was a form of Radha from Lakshmi, who was a form of Sita who was a form of Parvati from Durga, from Kali. Sarawati & Brahman ruled the duality of procreation wisdom, mortality & immortality . Sarawati ruled air & water, while Brahman ruled air & water .Sarawati wisdom was the duality of air & water. (air & water) balancing each other, yet not embodied in oneness of likeness unless consorted in oneness. Sarawati’s opposite consort was Brahman.  Sarawati & Brahman were a form of Radha & Krishna, from Vishnu & Lakshmi, from Rama & Sita from  Shiva & Parvati.

Brahman & Sarawati’s wisdom is of deep mutual healing, empowering, integrating, philosophy, wisdom, poetry, art, music, & dance.

Brahman & Sarawati were equivalent to Nayami & Oba,  Chalchiuhtlicue & Taloc, Anunnaki, Anunnaku, Papsuffal & Amasagnul, Lilith & Lucifer, Inanna & Utu, Ugarit & Mari, Nidaba & Haya. Jarilo & Lada, Freya & Od, Brigid & Oghma ,Dun Aine , Clytemnestra & Athena

Sarawati rules yin the heart, lungs & the thighs, Brahman rules yang the, shoulders, the abdomen, & legs. they were the art of opposing synchronicity. Sarawati & Brahman in their procreation created the synchronicity of Krishna & Radha , Vishnu & Lakshmi, Rama & Sita.

Sarawati resides in the 4th dimension & 5th dimension. the realm of the emotions & the heart/mind/creative expressions, she is the harmony & the balance of all dimensions. Sarawati also has the body of time yet an elongated figure 8 focusing on the chest & thighs as expansive energy points. Sarawati is the tri-doshic body type. ~!~


in ancient times, balance was found in men & women by making them similar, yet dual in nature. a balancing occurred between yang & yin. this was the birth of gods & goddesses. when empires rose. all of the myths of gods & goddesses were about wisdom of the duality in balance. so in essence the myths of Radha Krishna were a symbol of yin & yang energy embodied in one 8.  so Radha is  Krisha, & Krishna is Radha. essentially one being expressing both energies in the body of time.  the balance of yin & yang.   in one form. the balance from both. the beta. the passion. the fire. love. the mixing of aether & fire creating  energy of oneness ,( aether 8 fire,). they were more or less the combination of aether & fire. yet also Radha was a female & Krisha was a male both of them balanced in their energies, polarity & a union with each other. yet some believed in bringing both energies in one, creating not a separate male or separate female but a  physical being of male & female,  a third human, gender-less. Krishna & Radha being a form from Vishnu & Lakshmi from the form of Rama & Sita,  from Shiva & Paravati. Paravati  of from Durga from Kali, the tri goddess is also known as the Shakti.  Radha being a form of Lashmi, from Sita from Parvati from Durga from Kali.  Krishna being a form from Vishnu, from Rama, from Shiva.

Krishna & Radharani were equivalent to Orunmila & Oshun, Initi & Quila ,Buddha & Tara, Sama & Aya, Tammuz & Ishtar-Inanna, Ninmena & Ninhursag, Balder & Nanna, Ra & Hathor,  Isis & Osirus ,Vulcan& Vesna,  Hephaestus & Aphrodite, Jesus & Mary or the many names they go by in mythos. Krisha’s form of Shiva was like that of Jesus’s form of Lucifer, Radharani’s form of Parvati  was like Mary’s form of Lilith.  all aspects of creation wisdom. they brought the wisdom of love & mortality.

Radha & Krishna both ruled the chest & hips. they ruled the rib cage which held their heart & love for each other & hips which consorted their union through copulation. they ruled the body of time on the eather fire  realm. the realm of will power & passion. their wisdom was love with copulation.  united. they were the art of syn(sin)chronicity.

Radharani resides in the 2nd & 4th along with higher dimensions.  a physical life giving force  the body & the passion, sex & love. the birth giving creatrix of the maya or matrix. the physical birth or reality. Radha is the compact body of time figure 8 with an expansion  of energy of the hips & shoulders (which carries the water jug) as she is the water bearer pouring wisdom from the higher dimensions.