the good samaritan

if the stories of Jesus are real, i believe Jesus was an 0- samaritian who was persecuted by the  jewish peoples for not abiding the laws of the jewish messianic prophecies,  & had his own prophecy calling himself the prophet. thus was crucified. maybe he died. maybe he didn’t, maybe he faked his death, thus resurrected, fled, to the south of france. maybe Jesus followed his own path, a pagan path?  perhaps he fell in love with a pagan woman named Lilith & they fled together and bore a child.

It is argued that Jesus was of Middle Eastern descent because of the geographic location of the events described in the Gospels, and, among some modern Christian scholars, the genealogy ascribed to him. For this reason, he has been portrayed as an olive-skinned individual typical of the Levant region. In 2001, a new attempt was made to discover what the true race and face of Jesus might have been. The study, sponsored by the BBC, France 3 and Discovery Channel,[60] used one of three 1st-century Jewish skulls from a leading department of forensic science in Israel. A face was constructed using forensic anthropology by Richard Neave, a retired medical artist from the Unit of Art in Medicine at the University of Manchester.[61] The face that Neave constructed suggested that Jesus would have had a broad face and large nose, and differed significantly from the traditional depictions of Jesus in renaissance art.[54]

Lilith was dark & mysterious, like a (D)evi.  Mari or reffered to as Lilith (a demon) was an O- perhaps a pagan  that he met at a well near  Mount Gerizim

perhaps Jesus followed his instincts instead of prophecy. perhaps Jesus was a savior of life (in his thought process) instead of a follower of death(in his thought process). maybe love was his highest calling.perhaps he believed in the pagan ways of uniting all peoples, inter faith, & mixed cultured marriages of the pagan ways. perhaps, Lilith taught him such ways, & she was deemed a demon for her beliefs & enticing Jesus into the way of life as opposed to the way of so called death. the jewish people hated the samaritians, & the dark pagans, they hated Lilith for teaching Jesus. they hated the pagans worshiped the creation of life & the goddess Mari.


perhaps the new messianic temple of Ezekiel  is that of the catholic church, from which the protestants fled.

perhaps, in my personal relation to this story, my maternal side of the family, being my grandfather was rh0- from the south of france, was a protestant who fled the catholics, leads me to believe he has the bloodline of jesus. he married my grandmother, who was AB blood type with dark red hair,  who both created my mother a taboo child, who had mixed features of them both with rh-0 blood.  thus when my father who is B- & my mother 0- created me, an 0- bombai child.

features associated with blood type A. angular, triangle or apple shape, narrow, higher from the ground, medium or tall in height, lighter, paler, or rosy complexion, lighter eyes, dark or lighter hair, sometimes reddish hair.  people of the north. blood type A comes from orangutans. the alpha

features associated with blood type O. circular, curvy, petite,  pear or bell shape, shorter in height, darker skin, darker eyes & hair, olive tone in complexion. blood type O comes from chimpanzees . the omega

features associated with blood type B.  hour glass, the balance of  A & O, medium or tall in height, balanced in all ways, lower to the ground, darker complexion, darker coloring, honey color in complexion. blood type B comes from gorillas.  the alpha omega

One of the most common questions we receive at is: “Why don’t Jews believe in Jesus?” Let’s understand why – not to disparage other religions, but rather to clarify the Jewish position.

Jews do not accept Jesus as the messiah because:

  1. Jesus did not fulfill the messianic prophecies.
  2. Jesus did not embody the personal qualifications of the Messiah.
  3. Biblical verses “referring” to Jesus are mistranslations.
  4. Jewish belief is based on national revelation.

But first, some background: What exactly is the Messiah?

The word “Messiah” is an English rendering of the Hebrew word Mashiach, which means “anointed.” It usually refers to a person initiated into God’s service by being anointed with oil. (Exodus 29:7, 1-Kings 1:39, 2-Kings 9:3)

(1) Jesus Did Not Fulfill the Messianic Prophecies

What is the Messiah supposed to accomplish? One of the central themes of biblical prophecy is the promise of a future age of perfection characterized by universal peace and recognition of God. (Isaiah 2:1-4, 32:15-18, 60:15-18; Zephaniah 3:9; Hosea 2:20-22; Amos 9:13-15; Micah 4:1-4; Zechariah 8:23, 14:9; Jeremiah 31:33-34)

Specifically, the Bible says he will:

  1. Build the Third Temple (Ezekiel 37:26-28).
  2. Gather all Jews back to the Land of Israel (Isaiah 43:5-6).
  3. Usher in an era of world peace, and end all hatred, oppression, suffering and disease. As it says: “Nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall man learn war anymore.” (Isaiah 2:4)
  4. Spread universal knowledge of the God of Israel, which will unite humanity as one. As it says: “God will be King over all the world – on that day, God will be One and His Name will be One” (Zechariah 14:9).

If an individual fails to fulfill even one of these conditions, then he cannot be the Messiah.

Because no one has ever fulfilled the Bible’s description of this future King, Jews still await the coming of the Messiah. All past Messianic claimants, including Jesus of Nazareth, Bar Cochba and Shabbtai Tzvi have been rejected.

Christians counter that Jesus will fulfill these in the Second Coming. Jewish sources show that the Messiah will fulfill the prophecies outright; in the Bible no concept of a second coming exists.

(2) Jesus Did Not Embody the Personal Qualifications of Messiah

A. Messiah as Prophet

The Messiah will become the greatest prophet in history, second only to Moses. (Targum – Isaiah 11:2; Maimonides – Teshuva 9:2)

Prophecy can only exist in Israel when the land is inhabited by a majority of world Jewry, a situation which has not existed since 300 BCE. During the time of Ezra, when the majority of Jews remained in Babylon, prophecy ended upon the death of the last prophets – Haggai, Zechariah and Malachi.

Jesus appeared on the scene approximately 350 years after prophecy had ended, and thus could not be a prophet.

B. Descendant of David

Many prophetic passages speak of a descendant of King David who will rule Israel during the age of perfection. (Isaiah 11:1-9; Jeremiah 23:5-6, 30:7-10, 33:14-16; Ezekiel 34:11-31, 37:21-28; Hosea 3:4-5)

The Messiah must be descended on his father’s side from King David (see Genesis 49:10, Isaiah 11:1, Jeremiah 23:5, 33:17; Ezekiel 34:23-24). According to the Christian claim that Jesus was the product of a virgin birth, he had no father – and thus could not have possibly fulfilled the messianic requirement of being descended on his father’s side from King David. (1)

According to Jewish sources, the Messiah will be born of human parents and possess normal physical attributes like other people. He will not be a demi-god, (2) nor will he possess supernatural qualities.

C. Torah Observance

The Messiah will lead the Jewish people to full Torah observance. The Torah states that all mitzvot remain binding forever, and anyone coming to change the Torah is immediately identified as a false prophet. (Deut. 13:1-4)

Throughout the Christian “New Testament,” Jesus contradicts the Torah and states that its commandments are no longer applicable. For example, John 9:14 records that Jesus made a paste in violation of Shabbat, which caused the Pharisees to say (verse 16), “He does not observe Shabbat!”

(3) Mistranslated Verses “Referring” to Jesus

Biblical verses can only be understood by studying the original Hebrew text – which reveals many discrepancies in the Christian translation.

A. Virgin Birth

The Christian idea of a virgin birth is derived from the verse in Isaiah 7:14 describing an “alma” as giving birth. The word “alma” has always meant a young woman, but Christian theologians came centuries later and translated it as “virgin.” This accords Jesus’ birth with the first century pagan idea of mortals being impregnated by gods.

B. Suffering Servant

Christianity claims that Isaiah chapter 53 refers to Jesus, as the “suffering servant.”

In actuality, Isaiah 53 directly follows the theme of chapter 52, describing the exile and redemption of the Jewish people. The prophecies are written in the singular form because the Jews (“Israel”) are regarded as one unit. Throughout Jewish scripture, Israel is repeatedly called, in the singular, the “Servant of God” (see Isaiah 43:8). In fact, Isaiah states no less than 11 times in the chapters prior to 53 that the Servant of God is Israel.

When read correctly, Isaiah 53 clearly [and ironically] refers to the Jewish people being “bruised, crushed and as sheep brought to slaughter” at the hands of the nations of the world. These descriptions are used throughout Jewish scripture to graphically describe the suffering of the Jewish people (see Psalm 44).

Isaiah 53 concludes that when the Jewish people are redeemed, the nations will recognize and accept responsibility for the inordinate suffering and death of the Jews.

(4) Jewish Belief is Based Solely on National Revelation

Throughout history, thousands of religions have been started by individuals, attempting to convince people that he or she is God’s true prophet. But personal revelation is an extremely weak basis for a religion because one can never know if it is indeed true. Since others did not hear God speak to this person, they have to take his word for it. Even if the individual claiming personal revelation performs miracles, they do not prove  he is a genuine prophet. All the miracles show – assuming they are genuine – is that he has certain powers. It has nothing to do with his claim of prophecy.

Judaism, unique among all of the world’s major religions, does not rely on “claims of miracles” as the basis for its religion. In fact, the Bible says that God sometimes grants the power of “miracles” to charlatans, in order to test Jewish loyalty to the Torah (Deut. 13:4).

Of the thousands of religions in human history, only Judaism bases its belief on national revelation – i.e. God speaking to the entire nation. If God is going to start a religion, it makes sense He’ll tell everyone, not just one person.

Maimonides states (Foundations of Torah, ch. 8):

The Jews did not believe in Moses, our teacher, because of the miracles he performed. Whenever anyone’s belief is based on seeing miracles, he has lingering doubts, because it is possible the miracles were performed through magic or sorcery. All of the miracles performed by Moses in the desert were because they were necessary, and not as proof of his prophecy.What then was the basis of [Jewish] belief? The Revelation at Mount Sinai, which we saw with our own eyes and heard with our own ears, not dependent on the testimony of others… as it says, “Face to face, God spoke with you…” The Torah also states: “God did not make this covenant with our fathers, but with us – who are all here alive today.” (Deut. 5:3)

Judaism is not miracles. It is the personal eyewitness experience of every man, woman and child, standing at Mount Sinai 3,300 years ago.

Further reading: “Did God Speak at Mount Sinai?”

Waiting for the Messiah

The world is in desperate need of Messianic redemption. To the extent that we are aware of the problems of society, is the extent we will yearn for redemption. As the Talmud says, one of the first questions asked of a Jew on Judgment Day is: “Did you yearn for the arrival of the Messiah?”

How can we hasten the coming of the Messiah? The best way is to love all humanity generously, to keep the mitzvot of the Torah (as best we can), and to encourage others to do so as well.

Despite the gloom, the world does seem headed toward redemption. One apparent sign is that the Jewish people have returned to the Land of Israel and made it bloom again. Additionally, a major movement is afoot of young Jews returning to Torah tradition.

The Messiah can come any day, and it all depends on our actions. God is ready when we are. For as King David says: “Redemption will come today – if you hearken to His voice.”


true wisdom of Sophia

i embody empowered Radharani Sarawati Quan Yin energy & i have something to say.

i have most always embodied Sophia wisdom. i never really put up with qhit.


Sophia & Mary

wisdom creation & the goddesses.
Sophia & Mary could look just alike, but hold totally different views.

Sophia wisdom:
love & compassion is found when respect & boundaries are present only. if this is not found in an individual…….run.
if you are naive, wise up, empower, close yourself, you are a fucking prize.
love is a form of respect for that which is natural, & what is natural is to protect one’s space, unless mutual ground is found with a real man.
woman who leads a man to his natural ecstasy & soul is a woman of truth. woman who just leads men on with her submission or sex appeal is false, & essentially a disease.
woman who decides on her own will and chooses as opposed to being chosen for, or chosen is in the form a real woman.
woman who knows her worth, & won’t allow mistreatment of any kind will be quietly praised by men & aggressively hated by boys.
woman who is self aware, integrated in her wholeness is whole all by herself, will choose the option of a whole man who woes her.
woman who is whole in her essence will not be afraid to show all aspects of her divinity. she will stand in her whole truth.
woman who is fierce & feminine at the same time, is a force to be reckoned with.
woman who does not accept a half man, & knows she can’t make him whole is wise.
woman who knows that love is two wholes and not two halves is really wise.
woman who has no problem calling out scumbags, is a hero to all women, even if they don’t see it, like Marys.
woman knows that men change men, not women.
woman knows how to deter psychopaths & such,
woman knows that energy exchange of any kind spiritually mentally, or emotionally with anyone, is like having physical sex, one must protect oneself.
woman does not surround her self with varies men for random attention, she is validated within.
woman does not take any attention she can get, including the negative misogynistic attention of scumbags.
woman keeps her aura clean just as she keeps her vagina clean.
woman will never compromise her value system, no matter what.
woman has no problem saying no.
woman who does not accept the disease of Marys is righteous
woman who opposes Marys wrath for standing up against the sick men Mary defends, is a phakin hero.
woman who refuses to enable men is the hero to the world
woman who protects herself from the psychological sickness of society & does not fall into the brainwashed mob psychology is a hero to the world.
woman who marches to the beat of her own drum, is truth in female form.
woman who does not require validation from anyone, is the most feared & hated woman on the planet.
woman who is the whole essence of feminine sensuality & tantric life, does not need to show the world her tantric ways, (unless through an art form) in fact she’ll guard herself with her life & share with those she deems worthy.
a woman who is free in soul, is free in movement
a woman who can dance through here whole soul, is a true woman.
a woman who loves herself to completion is often hated by many, because she lives against what is taught by society
a woman who refuses the status quo, is often hated by many, but that’s ok.
a woman who refuses compassion to scumbags & psychopaths will be looked down upon. yet she is the real elixir to sick men, by not enabling them.
sick men children, will secretly obsess over Sophia & shout their praise to Mary.
Sophia will never bow before a sick man child’s ego, for she does not enable such things in society.
Sophia will uplift women, who uplift her. She will sing praises along side sisters of wisdom & true beauty.
Sophia will never respect women who enables & encourages sick, misogynistic, taunts, teases, sexism, disrespect, & vulgarity of themselves or other women, in fact Sophia sees the Marys worse than the men doing the abusing of nature & women, as Mary teaches men its ok to be a scumbag to her & all women. Sophia essentially sees these type of women as men themselves.
Sophia is on a different playing field than Mary, yet Mary seems to always want to play with Sophia.(curious about her wisdom i suppose)
Sophia’s favorite line to Mary, “you can have them, you deserve them”.
Sophia’s saying “men will bring full tantra to a woman’s life, boys will bring annoyance”
Sophia’s expression “there is nothing more substantial than self love”

Mary wisdom:
compassion & love is found with no boundaries.
love is loving someone no matter what, unconditionally.
being open to all energies is a statement of love & compassion.
giving love openly & effortlessly even to those who don’t deserve it, it a sign of strength.
taunting & teasing men, then leaving them is fun, it fills the ego.
hiding a truth, sadness & darkness within is a must, always be light.
love all who choose you, & invite you, for everyone needs someone.
take all the love & abuse, have compassion for men who abuse.
be half a woman, let a man make you whole.
surrender & abandon your boundaries, for no love can exist with boundaries.
always stay humble & submissive even when he hits.
the more attention & validation from all the better, makes a Mary whole. when men are misogynist & nasty to Mary or other women, well “boys will be boys” love them anyway, they need love.
a man that says he needs a woman that will put up with him & his abuse, well, that’s a Mary.
say yes to life & all that is.
Mary changes men, that’s what Mary’s do, Mary’s love changes them, they praise Mary because Mary allows their fuckery.
show of yourself, show off, be sly attract that guy.
bow before a man’s ego for all women came from his rib.
give of yourself, give some more
get married or be a whore
be independent, yet dependent on a man that’s true value, that’s feminism.

Mary’s favorite line to Sophia “shame on you for treating these precious guys like that”.
Mary’s expression “there is nothing more worthwhile than a man’s love, even when he is unkind & abusive”

on Jesus Christ

all ancient wisdom of the goddesses & gods were creation wisdom. myths about the way things were back then & different interpretations of differing perspectives, mostly ruled by men. this includes all ancient texts.

Sophia & Mary

the name Sophia means wisdom. the name Mary means to marry into oneness with male & female energies as one in one personified individual & togetherness. (such as the teachings of Christ). Christ’s teachings just as the spiritualists before him, were to make men & women one, united to share a sense of unity. to make men & women different with different societal roles yet more alike each other, or to make men & women the same. Jesus Christ was as many before him, the teachings of love, oneness, unity & death. death to all that is of life. Jesus Christ himself was the embodiment of death hanging on a cross. maybe his resurrection was that he was still alive, escaped & spawned his seed. that seems plausible with archaeologists of our time studying the south of france. did he really die for our sins, or was he the ultimate sin against life? was he the true abomination against preserving natural balance & human life? was he the angel of death?

to reach enlightenment the ancients experimented, nature shows the way of life & death. Jesus & those that came before him showed us love, death & unity, the ultimate light of the sun, the ultimate death. Jesus was the bringer of unity & death, just as the gods before him. the light that shows the way to death, the ending. Jesus was the phi-re, the transformation from life to death. the phakin unity man. the ultimate enlightenment. the end. that which is no longer, or unseen, that which is transformed for better or worse. that which is cursed in the living plain to create life. Jesus was the curse of all the living. he was the ultimate light of death.

gods & goddesses

i believe in the power of creation & sustaining which is duality, man & woman. man & woman having polarity in themselves (balance) yet dual in existence for creation. i believe strongly in duality (2) ~!~

creation numbers 0, 2, 4, 6, 8  patter in the matter   2+8=10

anti -creation numbers 1, 3, 5,7,9 matter in the patter

1 & 0 duality (anti- creation & creation )

Quan Yin wisdom is the balance of polarity in duality being in oneness of (aether, air, fire,  water & earth).  her similar consort balanced in his doshas was a 77 head god Guan Yu containing all of the gods in one, just as Quan Yin contains all of the goddesses in one. yet they are not united in paring, but separate.  male & female duality, yet both holding balanced polarity within. in some teachings this was not the case, a third genderless being was worshiped in the form of Quan & Guan

Quan & Guan were equivalent to Amadioha & Ala, Iraven & Ulipi , Shakti & Shiva, Nanaya & Muati, Ershkigal & Gugalanna, Uca Pacha, Pachamama & Viracocha, Quetzalcotl, Ninlil & Enlil, Veles & Purun, Frigg & Odin, Nut & Geb,  Arawn,  Maia-Metis & Zeus, they rule the head,  hands & feet. they also rule the limbs, arms & legs. they were cosmic & earth wisdom. harmony as in straight conduit of source energy of the universe & cycles of nature on earth. their wisdom is cosmic bliss, natural harmony & mortality.  they both were the all within aether & earth. they were the art of inciting synchronicity & polarity for balance of dual opposites.

Quan Yin resides in pure polarity of the 5th & higher dimensions, she is the enlightenment & bliss, she is pure light & compassion. (the one i look to for guidance in my darkness) Quan yin resides in the kundalini awoken body, a static straight figure conduit for pure spirit. her expansion points of energy are her head & feet. she is the ultimate awakening.

Sarawati was a form of Radha from Lakshmi, who was a form of Sita who was a form of Parvati from Durga, from Kali. Sarawati & Brahman ruled the duality of procreation wisdom, mortality & immortality . Sarawati ruled air & water, while Brahman ruled air & water .Sarawati wisdom was the duality of air & water. (air & water) balancing each other, yet not embodied in oneness of likeness unless consorted in oneness. Sarawati’s opposite consort was Brahman.  Sarawati & Brahman were a form of Radha & Krishna, from Vishnu & Lakshmi, from Rama & Sita from  Shiva & Parvati.

Brahman & Sarawati’s wisdom is of deep mutual healing, empowering, integrating, philosophy, wisdom, poetry, art, music, & dance.

Brahman & Sarawati were equivalent to Nayami & Oba,  Chalchiuhtlicue & Taloc, Anunnaki, Anunnaku, Papsuffal & Amasagnul, Lilith & Lucifer, Inanna & Utu, Ugarit & Mari, Nidaba & Haya. Jarilo & Lada, Freya & Od, Brigid & Oghma ,Dun Aine , Clytemnestra & Athena

Sarawati rules yin the heart, lungs & the thighs, Brahman rules yang the, shoulders, the abdomen, & legs. they were the art of opposing synchronicity. Sarawati & Brahman in their procreation created the synchronicity of Krishna & Radha , Vishnu & Lakshmi, Rama & Sita.

Sarawati resides in the 4th dimension & 5th dimension. the realm of the emotions & the heart/mind/creative expressions, she is the harmony & the balance of all dimensions. Sarawati also has the body of time yet an elongated figure 8 focusing on the chest & thighs as expansive energy points. Sarawati is the tri-doshic body type. ~!~

in ancient times, balance was found in men & women by making them similar, yet dual in nature. a balancing occurred between yang & yin. this was the birth of gods & goddesses. when empires rose. all of the myths of gods & goddesses were about wisdom of the duality in balance. so in essence the myths of Radha Krishna were a symbol of yin & yang energy embodied in one 8.  so Radha is  Krisha, & Krishna is Radha. essentially one being expressing both energies in the body of time.  the balance of yin & yang.   in one form. the balance from both. the beta. the passion. the fire. love. the mixing of aether & fire creating  energy of oneness ,( aether 8 fire,). they were more or less the combination of aether & fire. yet also Radha was a female & Krisha was a male both of them balanced in their energies, polarity & a union with each other. yet some believed in bringing both energies in one, creating not a separate male or separate female but a  physical being of male & female,  a third human, gender-less. Krishna & Radha being a form from Vishnu & Lakshmi from the form of Rama & Sita,  from Shiva & Paravati. Paravati  of from Durga from Kali, the tri goddess is also known as the Shakti.  Radha being a form of Lashmi, from Sita from Parvati from Durga from Kali.  Krishna being a form from Vishnu, from Rama, from Shiva.

Krishna & Radharani were equivalent to Orunmila & Oshun, Initi & Quila ,Buddha & Tara, Sama & Aya, Tammuz & Ishtar-Inanna, Ninmena & Ninhursag, Balder & Nanna, Ra & Hathor,  Isis & Osirus ,Vulcan& Vesna,  Hephaestus & Aphrodite, Jesus & Mary or the many names they go by in mythos. Krisha’s form of Shiva was like that of Jesus’s form of Lucifer, Radharani’s form of Parvati  was like Mary’s form of Lilith.  all aspects of creation wisdom. they brought the wisdom of love & mortality.

Radha & Krishna both ruled the chest & hips. they ruled the rib cage which held their heart & love for each other & hips which consorted their union through copulation. they ruled the body of time on the eather fire  realm. the realm of will power & passion. their wisdom was love with copulation.  united. they were the art of syn(sin)chronicity.

Radharani resides in the 2nd & 4th along with higher dimensions.  a physical life giving force  the body & the passion, sex & love. the birth giving creatrix of the maya or matrix. the physical birth or reality. Radha is the compact body of time figure 8 with an expansion  of energy of the hips & shoulders (which carries the water jug) as she is the water bearer pouring wisdom from the higher dimensions.