the flowers are dead. the seasons have changed, the years have gone bye. by & by, all things change. if you must keep unwanted content of me under my name in your search engine, at least put a picture of me that was taken at a straight on angle, a decent photo of me, that looked like me in real time, instead of the worst photograph ever taken of me, that looked/looks nothing like me, i’m talking about, the fni gala photo from the newspaper. please take that awful photo/article (of myself with others) off of your search engine under my name. we look like weird giants from the angle of the lens pointed high up looking up to the stage . we are not that silly looking, weird angle & moment captured, we weren’t even singing in that awful photo, or gigantic looking. please replace it with this picture, of me at that gala, a picture that looked like me in real time.
while you are at it, please delete the high school year book i was in. i noticed that showed up under my name in your image search as well a few years ago. that is also unwanted content under my name, high school year book, seriously? the senior year photo of me, was a model photo shoot picture, that i decided to use out of my professional senior year pictures taken. i wanted something 60’s mod chic,. (my style), that other girls copied,i looked like a time traveling magician, with light hair, (the lighting) & that i was holding a black credit card, a black cell phone, or a black box. it was a cell phone taking a picture of the photographer, even though cell phones like that didn’t exist at that time. i’m from the future & the past simultaneously. (just kidding).
i find it interesting that you seem to post the photos/content that i would never choose to put under my name in your image search.
i had asked you to take that outdated content down, you said no. & perhaps you may have sent me these song lyrics:
Well, when you’re sitting there in your silk upholstered chair Talkin’ to some rich folk that you know Well, I hope you won’t see me in my ragged company You know I could never be alone
Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you’re the queen of the underground And you can send me dead flowers every morning Send me dead flowers by the mail Send me dead flowers to my wedding And I won’t forget to put roses on your grave
Well, when you’re sitting back in your rose pink Cadillac Making bets on Kentucky Derby Day Ah, I’ll be in my basement room with a needle and a spoon And another girl to take my pain away
Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you’re the queen of the underground And you can send me dead flowers every morning Send me dead flowers by the mail Send me dead flowers to my wedding And I won’t forget to put roses on your grave
Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you’re the queen of the underground And you can send me dead flowers every morning Send me dead flowers by the U.S. Mail Say it with dead flowers in my wedding And I won’t forget to put roses on your grave No, I won’t forget to put roses on your grave
i haven’t been on my facebook page in a month in a half, & have noticed a lot of manipulation has taken place on my facebook profile page including me following a new page “mythopia” on my friends list ( my only friend), that i tried to add under my pages liked list & perhaps the only option was to follow the page, & i may have forgotten that i followed. i like the page. it is a page of creative mythology, mythological people & creatures. when i was a child, mythical creatures, stuffed animals, insects & animals were my true friends, as an adult, mythological people, creatures, insects & animals are my true friends, that is fine with me, i’ve never been much of a people person.# infp # highly sensitive
photos from one of my favorite movies, pans labyrinth. i looked so much like Ophelia, when i was a little girl, yet i had medium dark brown hair, (naturally)though many of my elementary school photographs & other photographs taken of me in color, looked like i had black hair. her character reminded me so much of myself when i was that age.
what shows up under my facebook sections of likes, is different when i switch to “view as” what my liked pages are on my facebook. my facebook section of likes is facebook’s technical issues & or manipulation. all of the pages that i had never added or some pages i had deleted years ago or a decade ago, have recently shown up under my liked pages sections & also rearranged. when i switch to “view as” on my profile, none of the pages listed below (in my writing here) show up, & the pages are in the order of when i liked the pages.
several years ago i had a lot of books listed under my books liked list. i had books i thought were interesting, liked, or loved. years ago i deleted the books i thought were interesting or liked, & kept the books i love (my favorite books). the books that show up under my favorite books list, that i can’t delete, due to facebook’s technical issues & or manipulation.. they are interesting books, yet not books i like or love.
the alphabet vs. the goddess. gods & goddesses of ancient egypt. a demon haunted world. (though, i liked this book, not my favorite)
several years ago, i had a lot of music listed under my music liked list. i had music i thought was interesting, liked, or loved. years ago i deleted the music i thought was interesting or liked, & kept the music i love (my favorite music).
music that shows up under my favorite music list, that i can’t delete, facebook’s technical issues & or manipulation. Nila Raja( i have no idea about that page). Oliver Shanti.
several years ago i had a lot of movies listed under my movies liked list. i had movies i thought were interesting, liked, or loved.years ago i deleted the movies i thought were interesting or liked, & kept the movies i love (my favorite movies) on my movie list. movies that show up under my favorite movies list, that i can’t delete, due to facebook’s technical issues & or manipulation. i think they are ok movies yet not my favorite movies.
the jungle book. (though i loved this movie as a child) the jungle. the physician. finding altamira. Ben Hur.
pages or people pages i never added to my likes list or that i added when i was in my early thirties & deleted a few years later, that have shown back up on my liked pages just recently, that i can’t delete, due to facebook’s technical issues & or manipulation, or my facebook likes being manipulated.
pages i have no idea about & that i had never added
mind blowing universe. i love looking at stars. speed of happiness. the power of now. fifth dimension. movies on facebook. hollywood Robin Williams. Richard Dawkins. the drunkard. sun language. wise women energies. feminist apostacy. awakening the goddess. occupy patriarchy .the goddess. the mother. mother nature. true meaning of sisterhood. yoga retreats. safe water. national park service.
no thanks.
awhile ago, i had noticed on my activity log, that someone had framed & flamed my facebook account by unfollowing a ton of personal profiles of strangers, that i had no idea about, that i had never followed to begin with. i have never followed personal profiles of strangers, only professional public pages of studies, interests, & interests facebook groups. i have never had a friends list, & i have disabled my page from being followed by anyone. my page is my cyber canvas of philosophy, writing, creativity, & artistry, for my blossoming business (living) & personal creativity.
the only personal facebook profiles i have viewed, when i engaged on facebook when i was late 32 years old- 35 years old, were strangers that messaged me, strangers following my page, or strangers in some of the facebook groups i was a part of, such as, new age philosophy groups, & many facebook groups i was a part of, research, when i was studying certain subjects of academia.
i have also viewed personal facebook profiles for my own safety. i sussed out quite a few strangers i had barely known or knew for a time in certain phases of my life. i was interested in individuals or groups of people who were cyber stalking, cyber manipulating, messing with my facebook account, harassing, & threating me, during the time i was engaging on facebook. i also studied them. technology. psychology. sociology.
i was studying creepy people & creepy ugly narcissists, sociopaths, & psychopaths, that wouldn’t leave me alone online, for my own knowledge, wisdom, understanding, safety & how to avoid such people in future time.
i had added pages of many male & female actresses when i was in my early thirties when i first started engaging on facebook, then deleted the pages a few years later. i liked keeping up with their creative processes in new film productions. i deleted the pages because i had too many likes on my likes list.
Mila Kunas. i don’t know much about her acting career or movies she has played in, i don’t know why a Mila Kunas website shows up under my liked pages. no offense to Mila Kunas, but i’m a fan of Angelina Jolie’s humanitarian work, movie directing, & her acting career.
Dona Esra i don’t know anything about her or her page
lumen octave. interesting new age wisdom page. i had deleted years ago along with other new age wisdom pages
evolving minds want to know. a philosophy page i had deleted a decade ago.
passionately poetic. i never added that page (with the profile picture of a deathly thin looking young woman)
Lin affable Linfa doll ( i have no idea what that page is)i had added several open public pages of poetry & writing from many different authors of different eras, genres, & diversity, mostly women writers, when i was in my early thirties, when i first started engaging on facebook & deleted all of the writing pages a few years later
art in .seeflung art. feathered jaguar. music. art. diversity sacred ayahuasca. i had added several open public diverse art pages when i was in my early thirties when i first started engaging on facebook & deleted all of the pages a few years later.
the raw girl & raw naked food chef Tali. i had added several open public diverse culinary food pages when i was in my early thirties when i first started engaging on facebook, & deleted most of the pages a few years later, including both of those pages & only kept my favorite food pages under my liked pages list.
several years ago i had added a lot of fine dining in florida. tantra indian fusion was one of many international fine dining pages i had added. i deleted all of the fine dining pages because i had moved out of state.
where wild women run free. i had added an open public online sister circle page( women of all ages) called the goddess circle of writing & creativity when i was in my early thirties when i first started engaging on facebook & deleted the page a few years later.
stop abuse toward women & children. i deleted years ago, i didn’t want the awful stories on my facebook newsfeed, when i viewed my newsfeed years ago.
i haven’t viewed my liked pages, my facebook groups (besides Osho group & international raw food group), newsfeed, or have had anything to do with the facebook platform or rather platypus since i was 35 years old.
random.
stars & constellations. those little paper umbrellas. burning sage. Isis. Zorro. i miss the ocean.
the pages that i had deleted when i was 35 years old or younger were pages that i didn’t know about very well, or resonate with so much. i had too many liked pages under my liked pages list, that were kind of resonant to my interests, somewhat interesting, or just strange. i had added too many pages (on different studies & interests) on my liked pages list, so i deleted a lot of pages & kept the most resonant pages of studies & interests on my liked pages list. why some of those deleted pages have shown up on my liked pages list recently after deleting those pages several years ago or a decade ago, is either facebook’s technical issues & or manipulation. my likes list is manipulated & rearranged, that leads me to believe that my facebook likes list has been manipulated.
i don’t care “”why” or the “intention” a person or people manipulate or try to manipulate me in any way, i take an intellectual offense at the fact of manipulation or attempted manipulation in & of itself.
i protect my boundaries, in the cyber world (technological boundaries) & the world. i protect myself, my spiritual, mental, emotional, & physical being. i have always had strong boundaries, even when i was naïve, trusting yet untrusting & didn’t listen to my wise intuition right away, due to lack of inner guidance & street smarts.
i have always respected other people’s boundaries.
what shows up on my profile page
what shows up as “view as” profile page
i don’t have a choice about what shows up in my photos box. i would like my most recent photos posted to show up, in order.
what shows up under my likes section, many likes i never added or had deleted years ago, & rearranged. scrolling down under my liked pages list this is what shows up. different than “view as” how my likes are.
what shows up under view as, is what my likes list is
i’m not going to add the photos of my likes section that IS my likes list that I created, which is what shows up on my facebook profile as “view as”, yet just for an example, this is the end of my likes list.
what has been technical issues & or manipulated on my facebook profile page over the past decade has been my writing posts, the times posted, hiding & deleting my posts, my photos rearranged so many times, not being able to put my photos in the order that i post, facebook liked pages sections, added likes that i never liked, rearrangement of my liked pages & all of the liked pages sections, framing & flaming my facebook profile page.
when i had a follow option on my page for facebook group members of resonant interests, & when i was engaging on facebook’s platform, when i was late 32 years old- to 35 years old, i was overwhelmed with hundreds of strangers from around the world messaging me & following me. i had also dealt with cyber stalking, harassment, & threats from strangers, strangers i have barely known, or knew for a time in certain phases of my life.
same issues on my pinterest page.
on my wordpress site, i have found some unknown suspicious editing of some of my writings at times. that is the only manipulation i have seen on my wordpress site.
also, manipulations under my name & photographs i have posted on my facebook, pinterest, & wordpress on different web search sites.
technocratic manipulation & cyber narcissism, sociopathology, & psychopathology is an epidemic in society.
darbi sue dunbar 